i am about to lose her.. what am i suppose to do? am i doing the right thing by letting them do the operation? what if the operation did not succeed? how am i going to continue my life without her? how???????????????????????????????????????????????????

hidup ku kini sudah sampai hujungnya.. hehe... people will continue their life until the time is come....people may want live longer than they can.. hehe.. seriously, everyone want to live long, but it is not in our hand to decide how long we will live.. in our live, we will never escape from hurting someones heart.. so, before we "go", it is our responsibility to asking for forgiveness to the person we hurt.. so, to everyone that i have hurt.. i am very sorry.. sorry for everything..