i am about to lose her.. what am i suppose to do? am i doing the right thing by letting them do the operation? what if the operation did not succeed? how am i going to continue my life without her? how???????????????????????????????????????????????????

hidup ku kini sudah sampai hujungnya.. hehe... people will continue their life until the time is come....people may want live longer than they can.. hehe.. seriously, everyone want to live long, but it is not in our hand to decide how long we will live.. in our live, we will never escape from hurting someones heart.. so, before we "go", it is our responsibility to asking for forgiveness to the person we hurt.. so, to everyone that i have hurt.. i am very sorry.. sorry for everything..

my life: why is it so hard to love and to be love?why is it...

my life: why is it so hard to love and to be love?why is it...: "why is it so hard to love and to be love?why is it so hard to people believe us?why people are denying what we are saying? who am i?why am i..."

why is it so hard to love and to be love?

why is it so hard to people believe us?

why people are denying what we are saying?

who am i?

why am i here?

why i am the one who supposed to suffer this kind of feeling?

people sometime' forgot that what we have been through..

people almost every time blamed us for what had happen..

what ever happen... i wish everybody would be happy with what had and will happen..

thank you so much..